Time to say Bye and Hi

Its 30th dec 2005 today ,another 24 hours and the whole world would start greeting eachother for the new year.

All my past new years have been like this ; waiting for 12 .00 on 31 st dec and all of a sudden people are exited to call up friends and relatives ,but me i ve never called up anyone .Every year at 12.10 on 31 st dec i ve happily dumped myself under the rug, not bothered what s happening outside my room. Few television shows ,chicken that my mom prepares , eat more than i can actually load my stomach with ,and me and my partner(rug) sleep together.

This year i plan to do it differently,coz ive learnt a lot of things that can fill in josh and fun to celebrate new year. Jan1st 2005.......... to............. jan 1st 2006 , Ohhhh its been a long and fast journey ,i just wanna go back to each day and experience the same what i had experienced then. Thats something unusual right , ive been told by most of them "just forget the past and never greet new year at last" but according to me "if to forget was so easy ,nobody would remember anything" i dont disagree with them, i would follow that , in the whole next new year.

Ok Fine!!!!!!

I talked to all my friends abt the new year celebration,eventually nothing turned out ,everyone would wish me on that big day,when i am in my own world. The situation would be "main aur meri Yaadien" with beer bottles , No Guys i am not going to a dance bar .I am very energetic to enter into 2006,but there are a couple of good and bad things that have happened in my life this year, and if they had not ,i would not be where i am today. So just wanna say thanks to all that happened and ofcourse with all the energy that i have ,say "hi" to 2006.

Coming to the resolutions that people make for new year, like i asked one of my friend in office and he says he 's going to stop talking for long hours on phone with his gf , I said fine let me see.
He asked me the same thing ,and i had no answer,coz every time, i make reolutions with intentions to break ,and let me tell u ,i am 100% efficient in that.So my resolution for this year is not to make any more resolutions. Hopefully this time i am not 100% efficient.

" Real suspense in life is to know what u have and being unsure that its urs".

Ive thought of many things for the new year and probably i ll keep thinking many more and i hope everything comes true . I wish myself a very very happy and satisfying new year.

I eagerly wait for that moment when the universe calms down with its celebration and that first ray of light slowly finds its way in silence to touch the earths surface as the whole world gets into a new era making past as sweet memories and sings the new year melodies.

Finally friends a small stanza from my upcoming poem,dedicated to all my friends ,beloved ones , readers of this post and ofcourse to myself.

khushiyaan baantna seekho
gham ko bhoolna seekho
Puraani yaadein taaza rakho
apne vaade yaad rakho
guzre waqt me bikhre phool sametna seekho
jo accha laga use seekhna seekho
jo beeta so beeta
aane wale pal ko dekh muskurana seekho
aap sab ko "NAYA SAAL MUBHARAKHO"

Chocolate that tasted different!!!!!

Hi guys;

This is when i first talked to a girl !! again a girl ( sure its the most intresting thing to tell ,write ,hear and say!!)
Well going back to my initial days in the engineering college (Dayanand sagar college) where i almost ruined myself , i recall a special day celebrated by my class girls called a " millenium freind " ,yes it was year 2000. The whole intention of this was to get familiar with the class girls which to some extent was exciting .Two girls went to the board and announced abt it,and then some of the not happening , shady characters just left the room.
WHO CARES!!!!
Ok now the intresting part,they had few chits with them , and each chit had a name of the person in class, it was then distributed among all the people present in the room. I recollected ,i use to give chocolates to my classmates on my birthday the same way. the analogy was very much relevant ,coz if a guy finds a chit with a name of a girl ,its very much more than getting a chocolate right!!!,but the worst part would be that he might have had to give her a cadbury or dairymilk everyday.
Anyways everybody got their chits and even i got it. A bit of suspense was involved in opening the chit as if we were expecting to win a lottery or a bumper prize. All my friends opened the chit to say a big ooooooooooooh . they had a name of a guy itself. Now it was me ,i opened to see a name of a girl ( obvious right) ,and to our surprise even she had got my name in the chit. Now that i got to know who is my millenium friend ,i just saw with strange eyes who is this girl ,i didnt know her,thought of speaking to her but then it was not the right time.
May be i was not prepared!!!!!!!
The same day ,on my way back to home i saw her in majestic(central bus station bangalore) ,i just approached towards her to speak.
Now i experienced the unexpected, it was hardly a distance of few meters that she was waiting for her bus. As i moved; my legs trembled,pulse rate increased didnt know what to speak ,i took my steps backward,and again looked at her,now there was a strong ,bold male speaking within me,""common rishi ,if not now then never"", i gathered the strength to approach again,this time i made it, but again it was quite peculiar , my lips got dried completely , i said "ecuse me ", she turned and then it was my turn , i took a deep breath and said, hi , i i i am rishi and i found u r name in the chit that i got today,so u r supposed to be my millenium friend,and guess what
she gave a nice smile !!!!!!
I was shocked and just trying to figure out what i spoke and i started feeling my heart beat again. i said fc.. off to myself.
both of us asked at the same time "where do u stay" ,we lol 'd and then i answered and she answered , to my badluck when i had gathered the strength to talk now , her bus had arrived , i cursed the BTS (Bangalore transport service) as usual "jab aana chahiye tab to late ho jaati hai ,aur jab nahi aani chahiye ,waqt se pehle aa jaati hai". means when it is supposed to arrive on time it is usually late ,and when we dont expect it to come early ,it comes before time.Well that was a story of a" long bye just after a short hi"coz we had talked on friday,so had to wait till monday for next talk.
I just wanna say that this chocolate tasted real good ,but i was scared enough to open the cover.

what is this blog

Hey guys,

This site is completely alien ,i was not able to get a hang of it soon. i posted the best of my poems after a lot of navigation thru the site and finally one wrong move ,just one wrong move everything went ,i dont know where . now i have to do it again,hope it works out,and i am still not sure whether this post of mine will be published.
Something similar to "andher nagri chaupat raja" ,the site being andher nagri and me the chaupat raja,some of u reading this blog wud be uncomfortable to see me calling myself as raja ,but please go thru it again,i ve called myself "chaupat raja" . yes what i wanna say is i like myself being called as RAJA or BADSHAH ,but for people around it looks like a matter of self appraisal. "KASH I COULD". This is my choti si aasha.

Well to tell u guys how did i get to know of this "mind teasing site" ,mind teasing coz i was not able to get a hang of it soon,and it stimulates me to do or write something out of my own thus directly or indirectly contributing to work on my creativity.well back to square ,it was very co incidental that i had to talk to a girl , a girl (sounds intresting right !) on phone ,talking to her is infact more interesting than penning down the whole experience, 1st call intro ,2nd call freinds,and in the subsequent calls i realised i was destined to make a blog of my own. well no regrets!! really no regrets!! This girl told me in her sweet ,soothing and hypnotising voice , y dont u try blogger,i asked what is it, she explained me everything and gave her blog link,i browsed and i found a lot of information abt this cool gal which i dont think so i could have done it on phone.Well there is one more advantage to me ,i dont have to shell down money to pay the mobile service providers to know more . OK what next i was very much impresed with this idea of blogging and put my poems ,but went in vain.
but no probs , i will do it again,just for u and dedicating to that lovely girl(anonymous).

Hum na kehte the ke humaari zindagi me bhi aayegi bahaar,
hum na kehte the ki humaari zindagi me bhi aayegi bahaar,
shart itni thi ki pehle aap ko aana tha.
cc
well guys its really nice to be on this site , it gets simpler and simpler as u blog and blog.